haish ... now sort of arguing with Haidar :(
this is what my status means on fb -->
Kanashii shōjo ni haipā sa rete kara watashi o shinai yō ni go chūi kudasai :O --> i don't want my hyperness to turn into sadness
Watashi wa anata o shiawase ni suru koto wa dekimasen :( ---> now i'm sad
Anata o tanoshima koto ga dekiru yuiitsu no -jin ga anata no itokodesu. Watashi ga suisoku suru sore de kanojo wa yoishi, watashi ga inai koto o shitte iru. Dakara, watashi wa anata o tanoshima seru koto ga dekinai baai gomen'nasai .. ---> I'm trying to entertain you but i guess it's not working. I'm sorry if i can't entertain you cause i'm such a boring person..
haiyoooo... I'm such a bad girlfriend lh.... everything my fault lh ...... but when i never chat with you or msg you , you say you bored , then you sad ? then when i like chat with you , you say no one entertain you ? then might as well .... haishh ... nvm . I guess i'm such a boring person .. who knew ? :/ crying right now .... i dunnoe why :( what a rainy ending given to a perfect day ... you keep on asking me what's wrong ? i seriously have no idea ............. i'm telling the truth .... then you say things that are seriously out of point like ending your life .. please don't ever say that .. it hurts me to hear you say that :( i never ever wanted you to end your life just because of a girl who made you feel confuse and not telling you what she feels ... i ....
NOW i have no idea what i feel .... now i feel like i'm in the wrong :( i'm always making you sad .. haishh .... thats all lh .. ..
[ small little things that we fall into can turn out into a huge mess. I never knew i was the one who was making all those little troubles till now. I never knew that you were confused till you couldn't concentrate on your studies. I'm just a distraction. I'm the girl who is creating more problems in your life. I guess maybe I'm the one who shouldn't be living in this world. I don't want to argue every single day. We argue for a day and the next day we're fine. And then a few days later , we argue again. And the cycle just keep on repeating. How long can we keep this up ? How long ? Tell me how long ? Cause I really have no idea. I never wanted you to hurt yourself ... Sometimes i feel like we're gonna fall apart sooner or later cause we keep on arguing. But i held on tight cause i know we can fix this. I held on .. Cause i love you and i never want to loose you. You're such a great guy .. ]
♥our lips must always be sealed
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